Towards the rest home (French version)

Dream #1: To the nursing home

Gilles is in the hospital and has to go to a nursing home. He asks me to buy him some clothes because he won't have enough. I am surprised and tell him that he will have enough for a week, he has 7 pairs of socks, 7 underpants, etc. Then, we have to drop Sebastien at the university, it's Lightina in Cannes. He gets out of the car and leaves. I get out too (I was behind on the right), go around the car and open the driver's door: I want Gilles to push himself, he is not allowed to drive. He closes the door, moves the car forward a little and opens the front right door so that I can get in. I am upset, furious, because with his disease (fronto temporal dementia) he is not allowed to drive, but finally I comply (in the dream, he doesn't look sick at all), We drive for a while. And suddenly I realize that we are not going to the right place. I say to him: "but where are you going? it is not the road to go to Montpellier! He answered that he had to go and get something in a village. I am saddened, furious, I feel betrayed. We are on a mountain road, he does not want to stop. Nor to turn back. Then I see a temporary traffic light indicating a work zone. It is red and there is a line of cars stopped in front. Gilles doesn't stop behind the last car, he goes around the line by the left but stops anyway at the light. I take the opportunity to get out of the car. I leave on foot from where we come. It is a mountain landscape. It is as if I had a global view of the situation, in height: there is the sinuous road, a stone bridge very high further in the valley and trees everywhere, it is like a photo in sepia, everything is in these tints. I say to myself that I have to call someone to pick me up, I mention the name of some friends who could help me and suddenly I realize that I will never be back in time to pick up Marion, she is going to be all alone and it's as if I was living her anguish and panic, I can't stand all this tension and I cry, I cry. I wake up with the song "golden baby" of the pirate heart in my head and a strong pain in my left breast.

Dream #2: My new colleague

I am in my professional environment, in a medical office in occupational medicine and I have just returned from abroad. In fact, I have to spend 3 months in Canada at Laval University in Montreal to work on stress, psycho-social risks in companies, to improve myself. I have already spent 2 months and I am back in France for a short period and then I will go back to Canada for another month. There is a lot of work, I open a file. A man doctor like me. A dark-haired man with a short beard sits down next to me to talk about what happened while I was away and to get some news. But I'm too busy getting up to speed and I only listen to him with one ear. He realizes this, gets up and leaves. I miss his departure and look for him in the ward. He is not far away, in a nearby office and when I return I go to him and apologize. He opens his arms to me and hugs me, telling me not to worry about all this work, reassuring me and I put my head on his shoulder. I feel good. Later we have an appointment at the restaurant of the building where we work. I am in the hall and I wait for him because we have to eat together.