Saving my inner turtle (English version)

Dream #1 : Saving my inner turtle

Dream: I walk along a road (the road is narrow and windy because it is in the hills and the quality of this road is not very smooth) that looks like the road I used to walk to school every day. On this road, I find a giant turtle struggling or looking for a water source.

I look around and down the road, down the mountain, I see a small artificial stream made of blue tiles. I carry the turtle on my right shoulder and try to take him to the stream.

Upon reaching the creek, which was not as far away as it seemed, I place the turtle in the water and give it a little push. I realize that the water level is very shallow and not deep enough for the turtle to submerge and find the relief I was hoping for for her. The turtle doesn't even seem to have the energy to try to swim, no matter how hard I try to get it to move.

I pick her up and carry her over my right shoulder again to see if I can walk with her for some distance until I find a deeper part of the stream for the turtle to swim to and escape. As I lift her up, I realize that her shell has become very soft and she can't hold her shape anymore, she almost looks like soft foam now. I am worried for the life of this turtle and feel that it might not survive much longer or I might not be able to save it.

Dream #2 : Blade Fighting

Dream: I'm fighting with someone but I don't know exactly who it is. I have the impression that it is a man I am fighting and not a woman. We are both fighting with bladed knives and it seems that we are both trained fighters. I don't remember the place or the time, but it seems to me that there is only a bright white background.

Finally, I cut my opponent's left hand by cutting his wrists and making deep cuts in the palms as well. Those cuts are so vivid in my memory and I almost feel like I remember the feeling as well. There doesn't seem to be the amount of blood that one would expect from such severe injuries.

Seeing the flesh get cut is very destabilizing for me and I feel very bad for the opponent. I feel very bad that I cut his hand completely and knowing that he will never be able to get it back makes me feel very bad and I regret this whole fight.

Share: I hope it's a dream because I couldn't live with myself if I knew I really did this to someone.