Lethal injection (French version)

Dream #1: Lethal Injection

I am a spectator of the scene. I know I was raped by my father, and a doctor puts me in a cold room to preserve my body and kill me without leaving any trace. I don't feel emotions, I am fatalistic. It seems that the doctor is also guilty of my rape. He writes a prescription and gives it to a nurse.

When she reads it, she is surprised, because there are two injections to be done and she wonders why there is not only one lethal injection. She understands that the first injection is intended to erase the traces of a seven-week-old child, the result of the rape... She gives the two injections. I am sad for the baby, but not for me... then I realize that since he is the result of a rape, I could not have kept him.

Dream #2: The turbulent student

Share: I am a teacher and I am experiencing a difficulty with a student (Simon) who is about 10 years old. On several occasions since the beginning of the year, he has completely lost control of himself, which has created complex, sometimes violent situations. Each time, I took the time to discuss with him to try to understand him. In addition, I had several discussions with his parents. At the last incident, I was firm with him to stop his very dysfunctional attitudes. I informed the parents that Simon regularly distorts reality and what adults say, even in front of them. There was a calmer period.

A few days ago, the day after a meeting with him and his parents, where everyone could express themselves and where the energy was more serene (I could see the efforts he was making and the way he had repaired his last slip), he didn't want to come to school anymore, seeing me as the cause of his problems. This situation made me question myself a lot and I was not feeling well at the beginning of the Christmas vacations. I was concerned and, knowing the law of resonance, I decided to ask Heaven why I was experiencing this situation, what I needed to understand about it and how I could improve it. I am sharing three dreams that I would be interested in receiving some clarification on.

1st dream: I saw myself in the apartment where I had lived about 10 years earlier. I was stopping by with my wife. We wanted to take a shower. The walls were dirty and there was mold. The owner of the apartment (who is a person who always had conflicts and was often cold) noticed that we were in the apartment and came to see us.

Surprisingly, she was very nice. She said that we could finish our shower and that at the end, we should give her the key back. Then, outside, in front of the apartment, there was my new car, (family station wagon) parked, but instead of being white as in reality, it was grey. On the left rear door, the car had been smashed in and the mark left was in the shape of a square, with a negative symbol in it, which looked like something like a skull and crossbones.

2nd dream: The dream takes place in the street. There is the army and fighting. I have to intervene. A man points his rifle at me, I stand in front of him and I feel his rifle against my stomach. Miraculously, he did not shoot me and I survived. I manage to subdue him, and ask for help from the other people around me quite intensely. Everyone is moved.

Then the daughter of Mrs. Gomez (a mother of a pupil of the school, who represents a mother who often goes to give lessons, she does not listen much to what is said to her and makes a fuss about little) raises a gun to the sky; I tell the daughter rather curtly that the weapons have already done enough damage. Mrs. Gomez answers that I don't have the energy to talk to her daughter. I don't turn around, I'm leaving and I don't want to answer that.

3rd dream: We are in the hall of a big concert hall in Geneva. A man comes towards me walking close with many other men behind him, as if to intimidate me. He says that if I tell him not to touch me, he can still do it and shows himself to be imposing.