A sandwich with steak (French version)

Dream #1: A steak sandwich

In a kind of snack trailer, I asked for a sandwich. Then I realized that there was steak in it. So I asked if there was any without meat. I spoke English.

Dream #2 : Darkness and Light

I felt the evil enter me, a very big darkness, from the dark side very strong and I made the mantra with Habuhiah very strongly, stronger and stronger and faster and gradually, it created a disk of light that grew in the dark and suddenly in a snap of energy the white had replaced the black.

Then I woke up with a start. I could feel the intensity of the energy that had flowed through my body, the contrast between the demonic and the luminous side.

Dream #3: Safe return

We were going somewhere in a carriage drawn by a very beautiful brown horse. I was with a man, (probably my husband?) whom I knew only in the dream.

As the distance to cover was long, we had to stop at a kind of camp. To spend the night there. I only know that it was in an area where there were many wild animals. The two of us were well protected from the dangerous animals, but there was no shelter for our horse. It was summertime.

If we tie our animal to a tree, it would not be able to defend itself against the attack of wild animals. What to do? So we decided to let him go free and hope that nothing happens to him and that he comes back to us. He galloped away as if he was happy to be free.

In the morning, I watched for his return. I saw all kinds of wild animals passing by, but still no brown horse. Was he attacked? Is he injured somewhere? Is he still alive? Has he been eaten? I was really starting to worry when he appeared to us. He came in all calm and looked at us as if he wanted to say: "I made it! Here I am!" he came back to us safe and sound.
How happy and relieved I was that nothing happened to him.

Dream #4: Change layers

Before I fell asleep, I asked to be shown why I have puritanism in me.
I work with the angel leuviah 19.

I am in training and I have to change a baby's diaper (unknown). I do it badly but the baby stays very calm and he understands that I am practicing. I clean him and a teenager (unknown) wants to help me, but I tell him that everything is ok because I am afraid that he will dirty everything if he helps me.

I go to clean the diaper and clothes in the washer and my sister (lazy person) comes in, she is getting ready to eat and I think to myself "I am hungry too" and I want to make my lunch before her. She tells me: "no problem because I'm not in a hurry" and she starts to explain to me that Kaya has shaken her up, he has said things about her that have completely shaken her up.

I listen to her talk and I say to myself: she is shaken because she doesn't understand all that is going on inside her. I have a lot of compassion for her and I feel like suggesting that she read all the books on angelology so that she can understand what is happening to her, but I don't have time to tell her because the phone is ringing.

It's a man (black, I think) who asks me to reprogram something in my computer and I tell him, "No thanks! I don't trust him and hang up.

I am in another scene and a teenager arrives with his mother. His mother asks me to show him how a doorbell works. I tell him "no problem" and my partner (a stubborn person) starts to explain, but he is not serious because he is talking nonsense. I ask my spouse to be more serious so that the teenager can understand. He doesn't listen to me because he is a stubborn person.

In concrete terms, for a few days now, I have been telling myself to go and look up in the dictionary what austere means and I have had a revelation.
Austere : who is severe to himself. Austere man = puritan, rigorist, severe, sober, hard, rigorous.

My father is strict and my mother is hard on herself so for me it was normal.
My son is strict and hard on himself as I am. My spouse and his son are strict, hard and rigorous. I have been told that the atmosphere in my home is sober.
These are words I was used to hearing, but the words "austere and puritanical", no, and they make me react strongly. I understand better now what I need to change in myself.