This beautiful man who attracts me so much (French version)

Dream #1: This beautiful man who attracts me so much

Share: My situation at the time: I was temporarily separated from my spouse and had met a man younger than me. Just very intense looks, a very attractive attraction, magnetic even. A meeting without speaking, mixed with envy, fear, emotions and shyness. All this was very strong.

Dream: I'm on the second floor of my house in the living room (I live in an apartment building) and I'm with my children (1 girl and 1 boy). I'm standing there thinking: this is not going to work, he's never going to wait for me. I end up going down the stairs to the first floor. This staircase is in spiral (like my building) it is white with a pretty light.

I arrive downstairs, it is not a public bar, but the kind of bar of a hotel, a little private. There is the bartender: a mature, wise man with a moustache. He is the boss. There is also the handsome man. And, surprise, this man who attracts me so much was waiting for me. I can't believe it! What an immense happiness. He is handsome, his look is intense with happiness, too. He has a white sweater. He is sitting on a stool facing the stairs. He looks at me with love.

At the moment when I go to reach him, the barman makes a reflection and there, the white sweater of the young man turns into a black leather jacket. He gets up with a jump, goes with violence towards the barman and goes to fight with him. An unheard of violence emerges from the dream at this moment. I yell: "Stop, stop, no. Stop"... I beg.

I run towards the "lover", block his arms, hold him very tight so that the fight stops. I am in an immense disappointment and I cry. The affair being calmed, I let go of the beautiful man, I leave the bar alone and sit down on a bench.

It's night, a slight light. I rest for a long time. Suddenly, the "lover" comes to join me on the bench. He sits on my right. My mother passes in front of us at this moment. She is dressed in black and makes us a reflection. We reply him and me together: "What do you care!

A little later, the handsome man gets up, grabs my left hand, pulls me and drags me with him saying "but what are you doing with this guy (the father of my children) as you are... and we leave in the night.

Share: During this period of looking, there were dreams of volcanoes, apocalypses, rains of ashes on couples, very strong visions. In life I could never approach, nor really meet this man. On two occasions I could have, when people who came to talk to me prevented this meeting. Once it was a nurse and another time a cardiologist. I think I understood what this young man brought up, what needed to be healed in my memories. It was at that time that I started to work on dreams and that this path led me to you.