Renewal (French version)

Dream #1: renewal

The Dream: It's like a new wedding party with Réjean. I'm wearing the same dress but the location is different.

Réjean is there to supervise and help serve the dishes... I stay close by in case they need extra help. A huge spiral tray is used to place the plates to be served.

Another scene: Réjean leaves playing with a young woman, without considering me. I am afraid that Réjean cheats on me and I watch them, I watch and think to surprise them... On the way, I see the reception of people, as validate themselves on a list, and I understand that it is for a 2nd party of our marriage, I recognize few people.

I go to the reception area and I meet a French afro cut who tells me, annoyed, that they forgot to buy a gift for Réjean. And, they leave to buy one. When all are registered, only Roxanne stays with another couple to help.

Taken by surprise, I look for my dress which was folded and put away by the cleaning man. We find it in a drawer: it is in transparent plastic, with the edges of connection in white fabric; we note additions at the bottom of a piece more faded by time. I say that everything is fine. That I'll be able to wear it even crumpled; but I reflect that I can't take this event lightly and that we need to smooth out the lines. We do it with our fingers.

As I look up, I see a couple near a lake arguing and breaking up. I know them, they helped us with our first wedding party. On a computer placed near me, I observe Facebook. Wanting to look at the man's Facebook activity, it connects me with his ex-wife's credentials. On impulse, I click on a phone button that contacts the man, realizing that I am creating an unnatural link, that I am forcing a connection. I immediately turn off the phone but the history remains on the 2 pages... very annoyed, I try to understand what pushed me to do this. I must now prepare this 2nd wedding party.

A boy who stops near us, says to his mother: " it is a gyratory spiral which goes up towards infinity this basket ". Then they leave. As I was not aware of it, I did not plan anything and nobody is there to help, except Roxanne. Moreover, Réjean is with this other person... In order not to spoil the guests' meal, I nevertheless start to serve the plates, dressed as a bride and Roxanne leaves in the room to look for help.

Finally, Réjean returns to help. The serving basket is there, the plates clean and the dish cooked with tomatoes and olives, ready to be served. I look for the cutlery and while lifting the stacked plates I find the little forks full of honey from our dessert served at the previous party. I say to myself that I must watch, because perhaps something else is still dirty... We prepare the plates.

Dream #2: I eat an onion

The Dream: I am in a street, I am joined by an old friend that I really know but that I do not frequent any more, she tells me to return with her in the house.

I follow her but I am eating an onion and I really feel the onion cracking under my tooth and I apologize. I reach an old friend who is currently ill with breast cancer and she greets me with a limp handshake. She doesn't seem happy to see me. End of the first part.

In the continuation of the dream I join another friend whom I also know in reality, this one speaks to me about her worries with her youngest daughter, she has an addiction to drugs that her mother has just discovered, mother who has herself a worry of addiction.

I want to help her by letting her know that it's sending her back to herself but I feel like I have to shut up and I do. I still feel this onion in my mouth. End of the dream.

Dreamer's Share: It is especially this onion that leaves me perplexed, because the sensation of eating it was very real I must specify that I am an energeticist and therapist and that I helped all these people as a healer, I was told up there that I had to specify it.