The first love (English version)

Dream #1: The first love

Sharing: I wanted to submit this dream. Although, it felt more like a spiritual experience than a dream. It was with my first love. I haven't seen him in over 22 years.

Dream: I have the impression I am in a half-awake state, because I am conscious of being in bed. I am lying on my stomach and my head is facing the door. I am aware that my arms
clinging to the pillow as if I were in a state, aware of everything.

I suddenly become aware that my first love is there, on the other side of the bed, lying next to me. He starts to speak. Unfortunately, I don't remember what he said. He puts his hands on my back; he wants me to face him and turn around to talk to him. I am very happy and so surprised that he is still here.

I am afraid to move too fast and wake up completely. However, I want to respond to him and acknowledge his presence. I suddenly turn very, very, very quickly and throw my arms around him as if I need to move very fast to catch him.

At the same time, we are suddenly transported and we are no longer on the bed, we are in the air. He holds on to a parachute and I hug him. I tell him that I love him and will always love him. It's almost like saying goodbye.

Suddenly, we approach a balcony and there are many people. I land on a table. I
I think there was a white tablecloth on it because I am able to slide easily on it.
I slide down on my knees to the end of the table where I land on my feet. I look behind me, expecting him to be there but he is gone, and all I can see is a beautiful blue sky full of stars.

The city, the buildings, and the way people are dressed show as if they are from another century, everyone is wearing long clothes. The building I landed on is white with a very large balcony full of people. It is part of a small town, because I can see from the balcony that the surrounding buildings are small. When I look at
the sky, nothing bothers me and the sky seems very close to the earth and the stars.

It reminds me of the old westerns that are shot in New Mexico or Mexico, where there are vast expanses and small towns and the sky seems to take over at night. Like a blanket everything seems small compared to the sky. The first love...

The dream ends with me looking at the beauty and depth of the sky with its many
twinkling stars. I am very surprised that he is gone. Yet I am in awe of the beauty of the sky and how bright the stars are and how close the sky seems to the earth.

Sharing: When I woke up, I felt like I had really been with him and said goodbye, mostly because of the way, tone, and emotion with which I told him that I loved him and would always love him, as if it was the last time I would ever do so.
I hadn't thought about him in a very long time. When he was lying on the bed next to me,
I really felt like he was there, so I was afraid to move too fast and wake up completely,
Although I moved so fast that I clung to him, hugged him and said
how I felt, I felt happy when I said that to him and I was very surprised that that was all I could say to him before I landed on that balcony and he suddenly left.

Dream #2: Flooded Road, Mermaid and Martial Arts

Dream 1: I recently dreamed that my father who died was crossing a flooded street.

Dream 2: I also dreamed of my uncle who is already dead, we were in his house with other relatives and friends.

Dream 3: I also dreamed of my mother-in-law who is already dead...

Dream 4: I dreamed of a sea and a mermaid...

Dream 5: And also, I do martial arts, I got to fight some of the players in my dreams and it was almost championship.

Dream #3: Dry fields and the 2 water pumps

Sharing: I had this dream during an afternoon nap.

Dream: I was in a dry field. This field had been burned recently and there were 2 water pumps. One facing east and the second facing west, but they were both dry. There was no water in them.

Dream #4: Marriage and suitors

Share: I got married on November 26, 2009. Since then, I have been having this dream very frequently.

Dream: Boys and their families always come to my house to see me for a wedding. Even the families of these boys like me. And the date of my wedding was decided with these boys. In another dream, I want to take a bath or go to the bathroom. I look for a clean bathroom here and there but everywhere I go the bathroom is dirty, cluttered in the toilet.

Dream #5: Setting a bomb

Dream: I am in my apartment, which is on the top floor (I don't know this apartment in concrete reality), and I put a bomb on it, I set the timer. The bomb has a spherical shape and is a little smaller than a football (soccer).
I leave, then come back to check the timer again, an almost obsessive, OCD-like check I often do for other things (I have to open the sphere by opening one half of it, which forms the lid). The bomb is going to explode very soon, there is very little time left. In fact, I'm going on a trip. I leave the apartment, my sister Francine will drive me to the station.
Francine is my older sister, she represents a rather submissive aspect in her negative aspect (at least that's the aspect I thought of when I woke up, but I'm not sure. I'm not sure that aspect is very conscious; she also has a rather abrupt, not very compromising attitude in her relationships in general, although she is generous, very sensitive and hardworking. She is a gynecologist). As I leave the building, I see rear smoke coming out of the top of the building. It is actually a firebomb. I am scared and ask Francine if I should call the fire department. I am afraid that someone will die in the fire. I hesitate and procrastinate, because I realize that I could also be held responsible. I don't dare use my cell phone because my number could be identified. I would like to do it anonymously or use someone else's phone. Finally, time passes, and I continue to brood and ruminate. Most of the building's residents, mostly young people, are downstairs in the building's dining hall, but you never know, someone might be trapped in the upper floors. I would hate to have a dead person on my conscience.

Dream #6: Tai Chi Lesson

Share: Could Kaya please analyze the following question? I have been taking Tai Chi classes for about 6 years now. This morning, during a partner exercise, the teacher told the other student and me that our execution of the exercise was worthless.....
In short, it sucked, and yet it was a new technical exercise for me. Without reacting at the time, I took it badly. I found it rather aggressive and not very educational. I thought that the teacher's attitude was probably a reaction to the fact that lately I tend to laugh easily during class, a rather loud laugh, a bit subversive perhaps, which draws attention to me. I think that bothers him. When I laugh like that, I don't feel focused or centered, I feel like I'm on the outside of myself, seeking attention, in a seductive, seductive mode. So I took my teacher's attitude this morning as a slap in the face regarding my seductive behavior and lack of focus. My question is the following; I would like to understand: - Why does my teacher's aggressive attitude bother me? - If this attitude is justified, and therefore, if I should accept it, -and especially how should I react on the spot. When this actually happens? This last question is crucial for me because I often accept things, not daring to react to aggressiveness or indifference (for example the attitude of my boss in my professional life). In any case, I am afraid that my reaction is so disproportionate and aggressive that I rarely dare to express myself at the time. I have had, and still have sometimes, a tendency to sulk.