The declaration (French version)

Dream #1: The declaration

I am at work. I'm learning to say things. There is a meeting, I see Jacques Zanther, the head of intensive care. I say something to him and in fact it completely reflects his current state of mind. The desire to hear and to disappear as if by magic at some point. He is so happy to have been understood that he leans in to kiss me, I turn my cheek.

I feel him moved, touched, he says "it is much more than you think". I don't know what to think, "love?" and I go to get some rice milk to bring him back. On the way, I listen to a rather old woman, she made herself heard well by her audience. I know she has listened to my advice, it's as if she has managed to get "unstuck". I am happy for her. I take the rice milk back to the other meeting.

Dream #2: Nelkhael learning

I remember that I was in bed with Roger, (in concrete terms, he is a tai chi colleague, serious, calm, reserved, great control of his emotions). When I see him I am surprised and I try to say his name but I say: Raymond and he is offended. He changes his place in the bed and it is a woman I do not know who is now lying next to me. Afterwards I look for a place to take my shower, but I do not find it.

I find myself in a city bus and I'm the one who's going to drive it, I touch the speed arm and start it, these are maneuvers that I know like by heart, I surprise myself to do them automatically because I tell myself: I've never driven a bus. There are a lot of people inside, I'm not sure of my skills. On the bus, I have a son of about 20 years old who gives me instructions to help me because I am stressed.

Sharing: when I wake up and try to put together the steps of my dream I am disappointed because some of it is missing and then... the music and voice of Nelkhael's Kasara mantra starts to play in my head. So I know that today I will surely have a learning.