Contraception (French version)

Dream #1: The birth control pill

Sharing: I am questioning about contraception. I have been off the pill for 3 years and I am wondering if it would be right for my evolution to take it again, either now or after a possible pregnancy...

Dream: In France, there has been quite a debate around this subject lately. The 3rd and 4th generation pills are accused of having caused important cardiovascular problems that can sometimes lead to serious acute pathologies, such as pulmonary embolisms or strokes. Thus, all the medical profession and even the government advise not to take these pills anymore. However, the use of 1st and 2nd generation pills is not discouraged, it is even encouraged.

Sharing: To come to my questioning, I wondered what use we should make of these contraceptives; IUD, pill or condom...? What is their place in a couple on a journey? Should we use condoms all our life? Still on this subject, before falling asleep, I asked the sky if it was correct for my evolution to take the pill again... Knowing that in my case, stopping the pill led to a slight persistent acne and a hormonal imbalance, I received this dream...

Dream : We were in the bedroom with my partner and he was telling me that maybe I should go back on the pill, that it would be easier... Sharing : I wonder if it's really a sign to go back on the pill, or if it's more like memories growing, for fear of always being confronted with my skin problems...

Dream #2 : Roommate

Sharing: I was given my first book at Christmas, and from the moment I chose to receive it as a gift, the dreams began... Since then, I dream almost every night (the nights I don't dream are the ones when I go to bed too exhausted). I have a hard time understanding dreams, but I try...and I continue to read your books every day to better understand...

In terms of recitation practice, I am working with Veuliah right now. I am not very rigorous when dreams disturb me too much...on Friday night I had a dream and since then I am in such an emotional state! I can't get my bearings anymore. If you could enlighten me, it would be a great help for me...

Dream: In the dream, I was moving in with other people. There was my sister (I couldn't see her, but I could feel her on my right), an old friend Mia (who was maniacal to the point of being frightening. So the idea of a great rigidity) and a girlfriend (who doesn't exist in reality). At one point, the latter comes back with a tall, blond man with green eyes and announces that he is going to be a roommate with us. I'm not happy with the idea... She has a clearly seductive attitude with him, I don't like it. I find myself going around the apartment. There is a first room, my sister's room...

Antique wooden furniture, a faded blue comforter cover. Her current boyfriend is sitting on the floor, in front of his computer. I move to another room and there I find the "girlfriend" sprawled on a couch, one breast in the air, the blond man on all fours next to her "eating" her belly under her soft and smiling gaze. I am shocked. Deeply shocked. I leave the room with Mia and in the next room I let go, I almost scream, so angry, but damn! She knows that you should never let someone you love into the house. Never!" and I seek Mia's approval...

Sharing: I don't know what it means...but since then, I cry easily. I'm on edge. The kids couldn't talk to me or approach me in the hours after this dream, I felt so assaulted by everything. I isolate myself all the time...I feel like my heart is closed, locked...

I had a strong urge to email my ex (3 years we break up and take back) to tell him I didn't want to have any emotional relationship with him anymore (luckily I woke up with a song in my head and the lyrics said it wasn't time to move, but to be still!). I am like a terrorized prickly ball, I can't get my footing....

Dream #3 : Compatibility test

Dream : I live in the house next to my neighbor. I open the door of his house and see some sheets on which he has written. I see that he has made a compatibility test between him and me (to know if we are compatible). In this test, he has to give me a score between 1 and 4 and in all the questions he scores 3, which gives a total of 38.

On the question about sexuality, he had scored a 3, because that meant to him that I was not having sex right now. That was the first question. Then I don't see his car parked and I'm disappointed that he left.

Note: my neighbor symbolizes for me unbridled sexuality. It's true that I did some deep work to work on the resonances I had with him (I was attracted to this man for two years). This work done with the angelic recitation was one of the most difficult that I have had to date, but what a joy to have healed these memories, a true gift from Heaven.