The shifts (French version)

Dream #1: The shifts

Sharing: During the day before this dream, I was invoking Eyael and asking God to help me be faithful to him, to stay connected to his source, to find full trust in him.

Dream: I am at a religious celebration with a group of children who are singing, Maïka my daughter is also in this choir and sings the praise of God. A little boy in the group looks at me and waves to tell me to look at Maïka who is talking instead of singing. Another group of children passes by me singing and goes towards the church to enter. I also sing because I like this song. A man passes by me, it's Robin (a male anesthesiologist I knew at work with whom I had a love relationship. We were both in couple, I without child and he had a son. Following this adventure I left my companion of the time because I didn't love him anymore and couldn't admit having committed this act. My father having always cheated on my mother I saw myself reproducing the same thing and that did not please me). Robin lifts his shirt and shows me his skin. This excites me because images of a passionate love come to my mind (in reality it was not the case because Robin felt guilty about cheating on his wife and did not want to hurt his son in any way). I look at him discreetly (a mixture of secrecy and shame) and he walks away smiling. I am in a hotel room, the children (of the group) having left to make a walk, I wake up and while getting dressed I see Robin arriving, I hurry to get dressed before he is in the room. I wear a black tight pants. He asks me if I slept well, I say that yes with the calm without the children and answers him that he needs to be at home to sleep well. A companion of the group walks her dogs outside, they are 2 or 3 I do not know any more exactly but think that they are 3, then this lady also returns because the dogs touch the candles which are on a table in the room. She asks me if in the hotel we can watch TV I answer her that I can turn it on for her but that I generally don't watch. On a table there is a square system that has been transformed into a TV. A man comes in and gives me a handshake, then kisses me because he says we know each other and kisses me on the cheek and the other on the lower part of my stomach (I am surprised and embarrassed but I don't dare to say anything). My uncle who is called Ange in reality prepares food (it is a speciality of our house made on base of flour and water, we make a paste with which we make small balls that we cook with beans or lentils). My brother's girlfriend (a good cook) explains me that it will be hard to eat. I ask her why. She says that they bought the dough ready-made and that they have to put it in water to soften it before using it. I think but I had not heard that before. My uncle explains that he does it that way because he doesn't have time to prepare the dough.

Dream #2 : The photo album

I see Michelle sitting, I'm next to her. I think her look has changed. A man arrives and puts photos on a table in front of her. On these photos, we see people on which there are forms stuck, in particular on one: on the throat of the person a form of pink color and for other photos, people have beside them silhouettes, like entities. I get out of the water, a kind of swimming pool, I go into a room, I sit in front of a device to test my vision, then a doctor with a device blows me in the left ear. Michelle: therapist, enterprising, knows what she wants. She comes back from a trip to Brazil with Joao and in reality she has seen photos where entities or forms are present, and they can only be seen on the photo. At one point I would have been tempted to go and see him, but my fear was greater and I don't want to do it anymore.