Learning to let go (French version)

Dream #1: Learning to let go

I walk alone on a road. I hold my cat in my arms, but I know I have to let her go. She bounces off the ground, I turn around to watch her go and make sure she isn't hit by a car. I feel sad to let her go. I turn around to continue on my way. Other people are also walking down this road, alone. I know I have a task to accomplish but I don't know what it is. I see next to me on my right. My grandmother. I wake up. I lost my cat in the fall of 2013. One good morning, she disappeared and never came back. I was heartbroken especially since this is the third cat I have lost like this. My grandmother also passed away in the fall. In life, my grandmother was a model of kindness and compassion for me. She was both a grandmother. A mother and my most faithful friend. I was able to get to her bedside in a hurry before she died. She was in a coma. But just before she died she opened her eyes wide. Her eyes were bright blue, whereas normally they were gray. She had gray eyes. She wasn't looking at me, she wasn't in the room with us anymore, she was somewhere else, but I could see that what she was seeing was something extraordinary. This is the gift she left us. In my dream, I don't think I visited my grandmother's soul. I have the impression that it is a case of figurative. What do you think? What is the symbolism of this dream? I believe that I have to give up certain needs or instincts in order to continue my evolution or to fulfill a task.

Dream #2: Flight

I rise in the air. I fly over a house and I see the different rooms inside, seen from above. The feeling of lightness is pleasant. I wake up. I want to go back to sleep to continue this dream. I go back to sleep and I manage to leave the ground, although not without difficulty, to rise again. Then I wake up.

Dream #3: Cataract surgery

I was 58 years old when I had cataract surgery on my left eye and I was 63 when I had surgery on my right eye. The sign I had was in 2011; at the second operation one month after having a big car accident, I was preparing to have cataract surgery on my right eye and I had been invoking the Angel Leuviah for 4 months. A week before the operation, I was really nervous even if I knew that there was no danger and it is while meditating that I understood why I was so disturbed by this operation. I was in meditation and I had the following vision: I saw myself lying on a table and above me there was a lamp with an intense light and there were people around the table. They were wearing masks and they had objects in their hands that looked like instruments of torture. When I opened my eyes. I realized that I had just had a flash of a memory from another life and I got a lot of emotions out at that moment. When I went in for my surgery, I was so stressed that the ophthalmologist was exasperated. He said to the nurses "help me, do something because it's really not easy with him". I managed to relax a little bit and the operation went well. Afterwards, I understood why the noise of the razor and the dentist's drill bothered me so much. I still do. These noises bring back memories and distortions that are not cleaned up.

Dream #4: Ticket distribution

George hands out tickets to people (I think they were all MCU people). These people had paid something (the dream doesn't say what). These tickets entitled them to. I don't know what. I think it had something to do with activities, conferences, or something else related to the MCU. He looked at me and said, "Here are your tickets. I was surprised because I hadn't paid for anything. He said again, "Hold your tickets. Then I woke up.

Dream #5: Forgetting grammar

I was in class with my desk in the front row, facing the teacher. I was an adult. For the class that was to be given at that time we needed the grammar. I opened my briefcase or my school bag, to find that my grammar book was not there. Only my math book was there. I had to confess my forgetfulness to the teacher who was not very happy. I have forgotten all the words of reproach he spoke to me at that time. Oh, boy, was I unhappy that I had forgotten. The students in the class started to defend me; they said to the teacher that I didn't deserve to receive that barrage of reproaches. Then I noticed that I had taken notes from the last class (I don't know what subject) on scraps of paper; something I never did, because everything was written down on proper sheets or notebooks. I knew in my heart that as soon as I had a minute of free time, I would have those notes in the right place.

Dream #6: New job: peeling carrots

I had given my name to work as a nurse in a hospital, located a good distance from home. Me. Why did I want to go back to work at my age (72)? The dream doesn't say. I was a little afraid of this new job: being on my feet for 8 hours and learning all these new techniques (I had left nursing for a good dozen years). Finally, I also applied to another place (the dream doesn't say where) closer to home. It was my companion (known only in the dream) who went to carry my application, while I waited in the car. He came back telling me that I was hired to peel carrots 7 days a week from 9pm. (nb: as a nurse, I have always preferred evening work). My salary would be 9.75$ / hour. So I accepted this job and warned the person in charge of the hospital employees that she could destroy my application. The nurses at this hospital were happy, since they were the ones who had to peel the carrots before going to their shift at the hospital. From now on, I would be the one to do it. So they could go directly to the hospital.