The return of my mother (French version)

Dream #1: The return of my mother

Dream: I have a dream that is recurring, it keeps coming back for years. My mother has been dead for several years, I was 12 at the time. We are all at my grandmother's family cottage, the lake is beautiful, the water is calm and we are waiting for my mother to return. I feel so happy and anxious at the same time.

She arrives, she goes down the big hill and I see her, she is radiant, luminous, she is really beautiful like in life! I can't believe that she is alive. I want to go and see her, but everyone rushes to greet her. I try to talk to her and hug her but it doesn't work, she talks, she plays with her brothers and sisters, but not me. She ignores me. I tell her that she is dead and I want to understand why she has come back but she doesn't hear me. My joy turns to sorrow, she is not accessible when I need her so much. I cry.

Dream #2: Waste Reconditioning

Share: For several months I have been asking if it is fair to ask for a review of my child support for my two children as it is very low.

Dream: I dream that with UCM I will work to prepare the future and make our planet healthier for humans. The UCM premises are futuristic, bright and made of glass and white. A volunteer supervises the smooth running of each working group that has been created and I assist her.

We realize that we forgot to make a team that will manage the reconditioning of the waste that our work of change does. The waste is plants, flowers etc. My ex-husband is chosen with another man for this work. We find at the root of a nail (there is no hand or person at the end, it is like a finger culture) a stem that looks like a light brown rice grain, we extract it and analyze it. Inside there is a very dangerous germ that could destroy the work we do. The volunteer talks to a little girl and tells her that she will have to make her sterile for a year so that she will not be contaminated. The little girl does not understand what sterile means, but she trusts the volunteer.

At that moment, a multitude of growths appear in the nails. It is necessary to act quickly, it is urgent because these shoots represent the evil that wants to destroy the work that we do at UCM. In concrete terms, this volunteer represents for me the structure and the materialization. The father does not take care of the children, he never picks them up because he thinks that they should come to him and he waits. I am sick and unfortunately cannot work anymore for the moment. I have already asked the father to make an effort, but he does not want to hear about it.