Guidance from the sky (French version)

Dream #1: Guidance from the sky

Sharing: Here is a concrete, professional and current situation that I am living and that my dreams announced 3 years ago through the work of the angels Menadel and Elemiah. In 2011, I moved to Switzerland to join my twin soul. After a few months of unemployment, several work contracts were offered to me (in energy), it was a great abundance from heaven and it was important to me to be able to make the best choice. At the same time, this choice was a collective responsibility since we had two children and were planning to have a third. So I intensely asked for dreams to know if my path should be in company 1, 2 or 3. Here are two dreams (question: is it right for the evolution of my soul to go to company 1?)

Dream 1: I see 2 concrete buildings as if under construction. I am in one of them. It is company 1. Upstairs, I am at a table with a colleague and people around us are talking. People are coming in and out. This colleague tells me that because of the proximity of the 2 buildings, there is a possibility of competition. I tell him that it is impossible, except if we are inside the courtyard below, where we could hear the others. I know at the same time that I have to learn from this situation At the beginning, global view, I see that there is a construction of my social and relational world (2). Notion of setting up a solid structure in my professional relationships (and also notion of coldness, concrete: inert material). In this relational construction at the level of thoughts (causal world), there is the notion of exchange, of sharing, of movements of energies (entries, exits) tinged therefore with "competition", of mistrust towards the other, of restraint or even of absence of communication. My central self does not want to believe in it (mistrust on the causal level) and knows that on the concrete level, on the matter level, it is possible.

Dream 2: Company 2 requires a great professional investment that is not compatible with the family. Heaven simply shows me that implementing this collective structure would require a lot of inner energy that I could not then put into my inner family life, taking care of my new projects. These dreams were showing me my evolutionary program that I could have within this company. The sky was not telling me yes or no, the choice was up to me but I could do it in full consciousness... evolving in company 2 described potential difficulties... I continued to ask for other dreams to have more certainty... another night, I received the following dream (question: is it right for the evolution of my soul to go to company 2?): it's night. I go to a less crowded area. An Arab then a second one come to make pirouettes on a tree. The 2 fall badly and literally break their back in 2. I continue on the path and I arrive at a more frequented place. As if on the roof of a building, I see a drunk Arab rambling down. He staggers. I talk to him about esotericism and religion on the side hidden from my conscience (night). Path=path, evolution. It touches my relational strength, my dynamics of materialization in the relation to the other (Arabic). At the beginning, it is agile, flexible in connection with the emotional plane (tree=structure) but which quickly breaks at the structural plane (back+ground). Why? Because when I continue on this path I discover other collective parts with great emotional dependencies, not necessarily open to change. Through the analysis of these dreams, I have chosen company 1. Its wind energy development activities met my ideals of consciousness: the production of clean and collective energy at the level of thoughts. Naturally, I was undertaking inner work that I was not yet aware of. The company experienced a great expansion, especially thanks to the ownership of a large city. The company therefore had a responsibility to use these public resources. In recent months. The face of the company has changed because the public shareholder has asked questions about the financial management of its investments. This has led to a media war between shareholders, drastic budget cuts and repeated layoffs. This created an internal climate of mistrust between employees and management, withholding information, unfounded doubts and sometimes denial. The situation has not yet been resolved and could continue for several months. Through this professional situation, which is ultimately an indirect karma with which I resonate, dream 1 in particular materialized. On a daily basis, I can feel this mistrust, this lack of relational confidence that the sky had announced to me. This reality is none other than the materialization of my inner competition, my doubts and my inner governance conflicts. This situation also touches on financial/political power, ego and greed. I understand through it, that at some level in connection with power I am not managing the collective energy properly, I am abusing the system and stealing from my inner "people". This feeds my ego and creates deep inner conflicts, a lack of fairness and transparency towards myself. The concrete situation can be reminiscent of a mafia-like management of resources, where the public system is infiltrated and the resource is monopolized for the benefit of one... I understand that Heaven has a program for all, that my program is to learn not to judge and to de-dramatize. By undertaking the inner change with Menadel, another path will open up

Dream #2: The colleague and the tire

Sign: Yesterday afternoon, after the school carnival, a colleague offered me a ride home since my car is currently in the garage awaiting an appraisal following a traffic accident I experienced last Thursday. As we were leaving, we noticed that the right front tire of her car was slashed. She told me that she tended to turn too close to the curbs and hit them. She wanted to go home like that but I didn't agree. I thought she might really damage the whole wheel that way. I offered to change the tire and in fact the manager, who was passing by at the time, did it. And he said, talking about a colleague, Valerie, that she had a lot of heart because she had invited all the colleagues to her house when Julie, a Canadian colleague, came on a cultural exchange. Julie was able to meet everyone. Then he said that I too had a lot of heart because I had given moral and financial support to a woman and her 3 Congolese children who were in great difficulty last year. He added that I had to correct myself because I was going too fast and too hard towards the children. I took it as a sign, an invitation to work more intensely with the angel Menadel because, for me, it is still an indication that I have too much emissivity and impatience in me because I am too busy in the matter (I would like to get results faster), and that I have not yet really integrated the finality of the work, the law of resonance. I think there is a fear behind this attitude: the fear of not being loved if I disappoint, a very great emotional dependence and maybe also the fear of letting myself go to a great laziness that I feel in me sometimes and of procrastinating.

Dream #3: The shopping center and the train station

I parked my car under the mall where I go regularly. I walk to another store, through a subdivision that I don't recognize, but in reality, it exists... the 2 centers are not quite like in reality, it's bigger. I go up the escalators and down them several times. There are a lot of clothes, a lot of choices and it is well arranged, but I find that there is too much. I don't buy anything because I don't need anything and I hate shopping when there are too many things, it makes me tired and dizzy. I go back down to the first floor. I turn around a bit to look for the exit of the store and go back to my car. I pass by the hall of a station with large bay windows in front of me. I see a big light in front of me, the sun is beautiful outside, but there is no exit that way. So I go all the way around the store and come out through a small side entrance. I think it doesn't make sense not to have a main entrance. I think they could have made several exits. Then I'm in the apartment of my daughter Myriam's godfather. It's an upstairs loft. I am with her. She bought some clothes, but without exaggeration. There is also Karine, her best friend. Then they both go for a walk. I watch them leave from behind and pass under the subterranean of the beginning of the dream and I see Karine from behind in a skirt. She looks younger than now (15 years), she is maybe 10 years old. I say to myself that she is wearing a skirt again (she wore it every day, all her childhood and since adolescence she doesn't wear it at all). Then there is a man with me. He packs his bags. In his things, he takes the clothes that Myriam bought to put them also in his suitcase. He will give them to his daughter (?). It is not fair, because he says to me that it is a punishment for Myriam. I do not understand his gesture, Myriam did not have a behavior which deserves a punishment. Then I realize that it is my husband and I ask him not to do that to his daughter whom he loves so much. I am sad that he is so cold, insensitive and angry too and I really don't understand his attitude. Then I cuddle up to him and tell him that I love him and that I want us to be together again. He left me for another woman. I cry. He remains cold. Sign when I wake up, music in my head: Elisa by Serge Gainsbourg. I have always hated Gainsbourg... he disgusts me. But I think the link with this song is actually with the movie Elisa, which touched me a lot when I saw it a few years ago. Here is the summary: a 17 year old girl, placed in the DDASS when she was three, at the time of her mother's suicide, goes to settle her accounts, in search of her father whom she believes responsible for the tragedy that cost her mother her life.

My daughter's sponsor: a rather lonely person, very introverted. He has no children and works all the time. Oh and it's his birthday today, the 8th of April!!! what I want to add is that he lost his sister who died under an avalanche when we were 10 years old. This drama touched me a lot and it took me a long time to stop thinking about it. Karine: a part of me that shows me my rebellious and restless teenage side, in every sense. My husband, my inner man: an introverted person, with a big heart, a lot of gentleness and kindness, but who expresses his feelings very little and who is not very tactile and who is always at a certain physical distance from others. Even in the family he is not very expressive in his gestures, which is sometimes difficult for me because I don't always feel well surrounded. He also has insecurities. He often dreams that he is in snowy landscapes, that he loses his children, he is also often in trains or he prepares his military pack and that it is never complete. (In Switzerland we have a militia army and he did his compulsory service until the age of 34) he also dreams sometimes that he is in pyjamas or in a bathrobe while he is giving a presentation in front of his work colleagues. He very often dreams about his work. I think I visit distortions: materialistic philosophy and person too busy in the matter. I feel like that. Exhaustion, coldness, isolation.

Dream #4: The laundry room and the argument

Sharing: I asked Menadel to help me transform myself by changing the way I look at work:

Dream: I am in a house with family and other people. I want to go to the toilet and enter with 2 people in a room in the RC, it is a well furnished laundry room, it comes from Roger's parents (ex-husband, kind, generous, wants to save the planet and can't, takes responsibility for others and so exhausts himself). It is our wedding house and his parents paid for it, installed it with their practical criteria, their logic. I realize only in this moment the enormous amount of money invested in it, and that I was not aware of it (his parents = material and intellectual abundance, emotional coldness, rituals, rigid structures, father put everything in his work, mother had breast cancer). The room is a bit abandoned because it is overflowing and therefore not used. I see 1 toilet in the middle, like on a dome, but the wood of the seat is all rotten. I say "that does not go, I will make it like that!" Scene: we leave Sophia (friend, works Angelology, recognizes her mistakes, good will, wrong concepts, rudeness, emotional dependencies, depolarization, male), Isaac (oldest son 18, sweet, kind, very receptive, can't be active, doesn't know what to do with his life, depressed) and 1 or 2 boys. It's the first day of school for Isaac. Outside it is the seaside, great luminosity, summer atmosphere. At one point we are afraid to be late, we have been wandering too much. Stage on a low wall where Isaac sings and one of the younger boys, darker, makes another voice. I am enthusiastic, fascinated. Sophia does not follow too much, is a little sulky. We have to cut it short, the boys are leaving for school alone. I want to put away what is there and then go to sit at the edge of the water, behind us lower. The atmosphere between Sophia and me is not fluid. A little further, I want to take what the boys left, I think "damn Isaac left his shoes" and show them to Sophia, because I am not sure they are hers. A person arrives in front and takes something, it was not Isaac's. There are things abandoned on a staircase, 1 shorts of bath man; by lifting it I see that it is torn, that makes 2 sides like 1 skirt, I think "it is perhaps made on purpose*. There is 1 broken dental mirror, 2 necklaces to 1 wooden post. Sophia indicates one to take. I want to unhook it when 2 girls arrive from behind, one hangs on my arm to take the necklace too. I talk to them, educate them, explain to them in French what they have done, sometimes German comes and I rectify. At one point one says speaking of herself: "the prettiest". I rectify by talking about "two pretty little girls". At the end they are in my arms, I have almost finished when Sophia comes from behind, makes an ironic comment in German. I am irritated and answer her in German, I see that she is jealous, critical and judgmental. I manage to finish with the girls, get up and walk, angry at Sophia, tell her that she has acted like the girls to throw themselves at someone without respect. Without attention. I do not like how I say this but it is stronger than me. Sign: having just argued with Sophia I want to meditate and ask for help to understand what is going on because the arguments come back all the time, it is hellish. I am sitting on my mat when I see a chip on my right on the floor. I grab it and settle back down: a second one lands on the Menadel page in front of me! when I get back into meditation: the phone rings: I see 2 calls, the old one from Roger my ex-husband (nice, sociable, quick-witted, environmentalist, too intellectual, needs recognition, wants to help everyone, is often exhausted) and the one from Manon l. (structured, very practical, too energetic, emissive, too square), a friend of mine. I can continue to meditate on these signs.