The ladybug (French version)

Sign #1: The ladybug

Today, I accompanied my mother to the emergency room in the middle of the stretchers (I obviously stayed with her because she was very disoriented, especially since she suffers from Alzheimer's disease). I asked myself this question... I am looking for the meaning of the "ladybug"? I have looked for the symbol in all your books, but have not yet found it.

I saw one on my mom's bed just before she was hospitalized (at her house), and then another during the week on the stairs to my house after I told my sister (who I had read your books to). She sent me a message yesterday saying that she had just seen a ladybug in the bathroom at mom's house.
They say it's a good omen, but (and it's not contradictory in the end) they also call it a beast of burden (flying to heaven?)... There's the mind at play (flying insect) but I think I'm too involved and confused to interpret it well during its delirious phases, mom used to tell me to "wait for the pink cab" and also talked to me about the "dove flight". In short, I don't know or don't want to read all these signs. This recurring sign is bothering me.

Dream #2: Transition to adolescence

I wish with all my heart an interpretation for this dream that Josee had last December. She is 11 years old now and is entering adolescence. It is true that I felt a real change in her.

A strip was put in mom's belly under the belly fat (before she was born so she wouldn't hurt herself), rolled up several times, but inside, in her belly. Mom is fat. Then she makes a plastic surgery to remove the band and the fat.
After mom is normal. We don't want to sleep in the hotel where mom had her operation, so we leave. We go to the restaurant where aunt Lopez works. We are in Spain (this aunt is Spanish).

Her great aunt (tati lopez):
She tells us to come and sleep at her place. She has a very small apartment above the restaurant.
But an Asian family tells us that there are cockroaches and worms. It is the night. We look for another place to sleep. Then an Asian boy arrives with a key in his hand, he makes noise on a golden net he scrapes the net and wants to cut it mom says to him not to cut it, he turns over, shows his key and takes out a big knife and threatens us. He is a teenager, the son of the Asian family.
The boy's mother apologizes.
The teenager takes his little sister in a car. The dad is in another car and wants to take him to the police, but the teenager is driving and wants to run us over.
I tell to mom to move quickly because it wants us evil to the alarm clock, josée spoke about nightmare.

Dream #3: Kasara's message

Here is a dream made by my 30 year old son who has a scoliosis that was discovered at the age of 20, and of which he has been experiencing great pain and numbness for some time. He is being treated by a postural physiotherapist, who suggests that he undergo a magnetic resonance test. His steps have begun.

The first part of the dream according to my memory, takes place on a hill covered with grass, I did not see any tree. It is a beautiful day, the sky is blue without clouds. Several people are gathered, whom I do not know specifically except for Kaya who is doing a spirituality session, and her daughter Kasara who while I am lying on the ground to meditate approaches and places her hands on me as if to give me energy.
The information I have about the situation is that it helps to heal me.
While she gives me energy. The scene evolves and we find ourselves in a non physical place. Only she and I are present and we are simply in the void surrounded by a yellow light like the sun.
The new information I have. Is that we speak from soul to soul. In this light the feeling of well-being is very strong. We exchange some information but without really talking. She tells me that she will help me to reduce the physical pain that I feel.
But that she will not prolong my life since we both know that I did not come to live long. I smile as if to agree and thank her.
Having felt a strong affinity with Kasara, the scene evolves again. This time we are walking in the snow, she in front, while I am following a path we create ourselves (a thin path just enough for a pedestrian). We pass several parked vehicles. Giving the impression that we are following an alley.
But by our own trail it is not cold and we are not especially dressed for winter, but I don't really know what we are wearing. It's night and I'm just following her around talking, she seems to have a specific destination, while I'm just accompanying her, since I enjoy her company and she seems to do the same.
I don't know what we are talking about, the emphasis is mostly on the feelings of being good together as two good friends.
The last scene I remember, simply shows me his face in close-up like a zoom in a movie. Except that the face I see is not the same as the one shown in the pictures I've seen before. I have never met Kasara in person) I know that this person is indeed Kasara it is a face that I do not remember seeing before in my life, but in the dream it is defined as familiar, as if it were the face I had first met her in another life. The face is clear, well defined and she is smiling, and the dream ends like that.