Alcohol in the hospital (French version)

Dream #1: From alcohol to the hospital

Dream: With another person, I am in a patient's room (maybe it's my maternal grandmother? I don't really remember). We substitute a glass of pure alcohol for her medication, in a cup on the floor. We are very careful because this is not allowed.

I come to pick up my mother at the hospital in secret. I am with a nurse (my sister?). The neighborhood is already cordoned off by the police. We go by the outside of a covered parking lot to recover my car (it is my car in reality, that is to say a Renault Mégane light grey metallized, company car). I make my mother wait outside and tell the nurse to wait with her (we must indeed be careful and not be spotted). My mother is weakened.

I go to my car. It is parked on the floor of the parking lot. It is alone, others having already left the parking lot. There are men who are active in this corner of the parking lot (following the alarm). I fear that it will not be easy to take out my car because there are many bulky objects. I am rather in a hurry, a man sees it and helps me, he is however challenged by my attitude. Fortunately my mother stayed outside, otherwise we would have been spotted. End of the dream.

Dreamer's Share: My mother, too emissive woman (I have a homosexual tendency); in the dream she is weakened. My sister, a woman with a domineering tendency; in the dream I feel that she is more "bure" OR less threatening to me. Alcohol: is it the "emotional dependence" aspect or the rather medical side of purification? State of mind the day before: revolt in relation to my recent professional situation where I feel abused, even humiliated: I know, however, that I am over-reacting in relation to the concrete reality.

Dream #2: Should I leave?

Dreamer's Share: I am a 67 year old woman and this is my dream.

The dream: I found myself at an evening of prayer. There were several people there that I did not know and one that I did know who was the instigator of the evening.

She was leading the group and I didn't feel like I belonged there. I tried to internalize and it didn't work because I didn't feel like I belonged in the group and I felt guilty for not being like the others. I was afraid that it would bring me more sadness, which I try to avoid because it is happiness that I am looking for.

The evening ended with people leaving and I didn't know if I should leave too.

Dream #3: At the Palais Royal

Dream: I'm in the Royal Palace of England. It's kind of my family. It's night time. Kaya is teaching.

I am with him out of the palace in the room of my 15 months old baby, Clémence. I want to put her back to sleep. It is dark. There is a big hole in the ground under the window inside the room. The parquet floor was removed. It is filled up on the 3/4. I rock her.

A UCM volunteer came to put on her bed 3 Tibetan bowls containing jewelry including a pair of white pearl earrings (She represents for me a spiritual person with beautiful concepts and who sometimes has difficulties to materialize).

Kaya tells me that a woman who is new to teaching has signed up for the DSSI trainingshe is American. We go to see her. She is doing an exercise on dreams. She is crying. She ran away from home because her husband arrived with his mistress and was violent with her. She has 3 young adult sons. The first son is upset. I see two of the sons: the second one punches the first one on the right cheek. They also cry, they fight.

Next, I see myself in the lobby of the royal palace, wearing a long frou- frou ball gown in dull turquoise blues. I'm going to take a bow to the Queen of England. I see girls reciting to the queen through the doorway so I wait.

Then other "debutantes" like me arrive (in reference to the debutante ball which is a ball that introduces young people into society). They are dressed in leggings and sweaters striped white, red and gold. They don't have a prom dress.

A woman from the palace approaches me and wants to alter my dress to fit me. She puts pins.

My paternal uncle arrives and removes the pins. There, the woman says that I am pregnant with a fourth child. I panic and faint. (My uncle represents in the + simplicity, common sense, kindness. Protection, in the - has never traveled outside his region).

Then, I see a young boy of about ten years old that I have protected a lot in the absence of his father. His father returned from the 1914-1918 war. He had a head accident.

I go to the toilet and then I hear tapping, I understand that it is the father, alone in a dining room, who taps his head on the table. He has cut the back of his head at the Medula Oblongata.

I come out of the toilet, I see his head bathed in blood and I am frightened. His friend joins him and helps him. I go straight on, I know that he will get out of it because I know in advance the continuation of the story that is why I do not stop.

I want to go to see Kaya: I see Kasara in discreet white who lets him finish talking to a person. He leaves the room. In the corridor, a girl and her mother join him, the girl tends in a precious handkerchief containing the first dream of her mom. She wants to show it to Kaya who welcomes him.

Then he sees that I am upset and want to talk to him. He approaches me. We look at each other. I wake up Elizabeth II, Queen of the United Kingdom.

Dreamer's Share: For me (the dreamer), Queen Elizabeth II represents in the: +: person who devoted her life to her mission that was transmitted to her by her father. Independently of the content of her mission, I had seen a program explaining that she never missed an appointment, that she read all the reports that were sent to her, etc... For that she got up early in the morning and devoted all her time to it, still at her advanced age. in the - : coldness, her husband was always in the background, control over her family, especially over the sentimental life of her family.