Childhood friend (French version)

Dream #1: Childhood Friend

Share: Question asked before going to sleep: " How can I balance the material and spiritual sides of my life? "Dream 1: I dream of a childhood friend who was very present in our family games (11 children). He was 4 to 5 years older than me, he played and talked a lot with me and my sisters. However, he teased us and often abused our naivety. He would sell us lottery tickets that he made by hand and I loved that. He was like a brother to me. That's what he means to me. So in the dream: I see him cutting the trunk of a tree with a lot of energy. The tree was already on the ground, I only see that he is giving blows of the mechanical saw in all directions: it is almost scary.

Dream (second): Difficult passage. In a second dream: I am with my father on his tractor and people are being loaded into an empty hay wagon. My father is driving the tractor through the fence but the passage is very narrow. For me it is impossible to pass, especially for the car behind. However, I am surprised to see that by going slowly and zig-zagging (you go through a hole in the fence on one side and then through another hole in the same fence and it passes). My father is confident, he knows what he is doing.

Dream #2: Up there

Dream: I walk on the sidewalk and see a black car, limousine type, in which there is a bride and groom. I see the bride, all dressed in white with a veil on her head. I was told that I had generalized cancer and that I was going to die, there was nothing I could do.

In the dream itself, I begin to analyze this news as I could in the concrete and I tell myself that it is symbolic, it means something. I feel that I am not sick and that I am not going to die for real. It is a symbolic death. I suggest to a friend to go and see the movie "Upstairs". In my dream, it is not the same movie as in the real one of the same name. It is about a group of young contemporary dancers who do very elaborate figures, including one where they are at the top of a large ladder, dancing like acrobats.

In a company, I do psychotherapy sessions. There is another therapist who does Reiki sessions. As we share the same premises, we have a common agenda.
When I open the calendar, I realize that it is full of appointments. These are my clients who then go for Reiki sessions. In life, I am a psychotherapist and sophrologist.

Dream #3: The relief

Dream: I am pruning the vineyard (it is my old job) with an old man covered with a hood. The sky is gray and humid (I know this man, he is the one who hired me where I worked before, I replaced him. When he left me his place he asked me not to disappoint him and to work hard! That's what I did for a while).

In my dream, in the middle of the rows of vines, there was a cherry tree. I wanted to pick cherries (it was not the right season at all), but the man told me not to pick cherries because he saw that the owners were watching us. I still picked a few cherries that were not bright red, I put them in my pockets and I could feel the fear of this old man.

Dream #4: I am not married

Dream: I dreamed that I was in a big dark shed. My ex-husband, who was there with his wife, said I was married. I was with my friend and other people and I kept saying I wasn't married! I was not well, I had marks around my neck, as if I had been strangled, with red and yellow marks as if it was slowly healing.

I took a truck into the dark, old-fashioned coal shed, and when I tried to move forward, the truck couldn't move because there was a pile of cardboard car parts that were blocking the wheel. I got out of the truck and went out of the shed, climbing a small hill with my ex-husband's wife.

We talked together quietly. I went to the front door of my ex-husband's house (which was not his current home). He opened the door and was indifferent to what had happened to me. I was looking for my friend and couldn't find him.

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