A green bus

Dream#1: The green bus

Share: I want to have a full-time job to earn more money and develop a spiritual path. An opportunity is offered to me by my sister. By going with her, I can learn more about coaching and upgrade my skills. But I want to know if this is right for me.
I have made mistakes with money, I have difficulties to choose the right job in the long term. At the moment, I have no job, no money and I have debts. Furthermore, I am very scared to make the wrong decision.

Dream: We came back after a picnic, I was with 3 girls. The first one is my girlfriend (materialism, angry, childish behavior), the second one is my sister (minus: airy, megalomaniac), I don't remember who is the third girl.

We are on our way back home on a green bus. My sister is driving the bus, but she gets off. We don’t know how to drive this car back. I volunteer to drive the car, but in front of us there is a flood, I mistakenly pressed the gas pedal with the brake pedal, and the car became more difficult to control and crashed into the directional signs on the road, causing the car to roll over. 

I got out of the car and ran to ask 2 policemen nearby, wearing green uniforms to help me, we returned to the car and opened the door to help the 2 girls inside.

Next scene, I'm with the girl I don't remember in the first scene, we are coming home to my hometown, I see all the doors are open. I tell the girl we will return home with my mom's motorbike, but she refuses because she doesn't believe that I can take her back safely. She goes to my neighbor’s house to take a nap. I become unconfident.

I see my neighbor (a girl) who limps with her legs, I remember she had an accident nearby, I ask her if she is ok? She says that everything is ok. She sits down and makes a fire. I stand there feeling very scared and unconfident, I want to see my girlfriend soon and hug her. 

Dream#2: Sharp Attack

Share: I have been working with the intention of receiving forgiveness and developing mercy in my consciousness as I am having trouble letting go and being receptive. I slept in the afternoon and had a dream.

Dream: I saw myself in my father's house, in which when I entered my room (this room was the place where I used to spend time when I was unhappy, sad or angry). I was attacked by young boys who came with the intention of stealing and when I caught them, they attacked me with sharp blades and knives.

I tell them to take my belongings but to spare me, but they continue to attack. They make cuts on my skin, I run away outside in order to save myself and enter in our neighbor's home and there I try to hide in their bathroom, but the boys follow me and try to forcefully enter into the bathroom.

Meanwhile I feel worried for my 3-year-old nephew who is outside and there is no adult around. These boys were under 18 and juveniles and the dream ends while I am struggling to save myself.