An urgent desire (French version)

Dream #1 : An urgent desire

Sharing : I had asked to indicate me with which angel I could begin this work suggested by ucm. And it is with a dream which returns very very often and since a long time, in an unpleasant, dark, dirty context... that I dreamed this night, but with an element that I had never had, which indicated me clearly with which angel I would begin. That recurring dream is this one:

Dream: I find myself having a very, very strong urge to urinate, it's urgent, I'm looking for a bathroom. I am often either in a school, or a gym or a pool or at home. But I don't recognize my house anymore, it has become dark, with corridors like in a school...

I search, I run, I am afraid to pee, I find a toilet, either it is without doors, or it is overflowing, or it is very dirty, full of toilet paper, excrement or blood and it overflows on the floor. When I finally find one, it is occupied or if I close the door, this door opens or disappears and I am in the sight of all... In short it is usually this context of dreams.

But there, a new element was added to the dream: small black sticky beasts in the shape of an inverted "v", like black leeches sticking and going or coming from my intimate part. There were plenty of them on the ground and on me and my fear became unbearable, it was so intense that I woke up.

Awake, relieved to be free of these little black beasts like leeches, I stayed on this deep feeling all day.
I knew I would work with the angel Hariel, but I don't know what the little black beasts mean.

Dream #2 : Facing the wolf

During a meditation, while repeating the name of the angel Hariel, suddenly appeared to me, clearly in the space of a small instant, in front of my face, a wolf with its whole head and its long snout. Soft eyes. Then the image disappeared. as if the image had been seen in 3 parts in the space of one or two
seconds.
1 - The head of the wolf facing me
2 - The very black and long snout pointing at me
3 - All the right side of the wolf became very intense and clear and the eye took all the place and looked at me. I felt good, mostly surprised, it was short but very intense. I wrote on a sheet of paper wolf and eye, and then I continued the meditation, it was calm, gentle... how can I see the connection with the wolf?