About to be violated

Dream #1: About to be raped

Share:  I had a dream last night that made me completely overwhelmed with anxiety when I woke up. I dreamed that I was being sexually assaulted.

Dream: I was going on a trip to Spain for my geography class and was packing. I was in my underwear. Without being aware of what it brings to men on a visual level. I had my black bra with a little lace but nothing sexual to me because I must have had it for 3 years.

I was in my office in my house on the second floor so I went down to my kitchen (I had hidden myself with a blanket) and then Alexander (my father-in-law) was accompanied by a man. I was talking to Alexander while the man looked at me with a look that meant "I want you". Alexander told me to go put something on my back, meaning: go get dressed.

So I go upstairs to my office to get dressed and finish packing, still uncomfortable inside because of the man. The man in question goes upstairs and looks for me in the rooms of my house. He tells me, "Where are you? haha!" So I reply that I'm "here!" with no intention. Then he starts scrutinizing me with his eyes and asks, "You have 8 minutes left, do you want us to... well you know... do you have any toys in your penis?"

And at that moment I detach myself from him and go down to my living room. Panicked. Realizing what had happened to me, I went to my sister who was with her friends in the living room. I started to cry in front of them and told them what had happened. I told her that this man was one of the people who had accompanied me on my trip.