Feeling like crap (French version)

Dream #1: Feeling like crap

Sharing: here is a dream I received at the beginning of my journey 7 or 8 years ago.

Dream : I was in the kitchen at home and I was preparing a meal, I was near the sink and washing dishes. My husband came into the kitchen and asked me what I was doing, I explained to him... and at that moment he said: "Anyway, you're a piece of shit and you'll never get anywhere in life!

Dream #2: Chase

Sharing: Here is a dream I had when I was about 30 years old. I had left my first husband and had been living for 2 months with a man 3.5 years younger than me. Frank had just broken up with a concubine, not for me, but the one before me. She was still very present in his mind and even physically, she was pushing him a lot.

I am not a jealous person, but very open. So I started a therapy for Frank, I made him talk about her in order to get rid of any image of her, any memory and this was done freely and in a relaxed way. He talked as he wanted and when he felt the need, even about very intimate topics. One night when Frank was away, I had this dream:

Dream: I felt thrown into a race where my survival was at stake. I was in a very tree-lined, 40's style garden with the little apprentice at the bottom of the garden. I was frantically running around trying to hide in one place and she was chasing me with her 4 or 5 year old son, I felt like she was after my life. There was no weapon, just a dangerous chase for me. I hid in the small apprentice and waited there for a long time.

Sharing: I woke up drenched in sweat, it was so strong that I still remember it today. I never managed to analyze it and understand it.

Dream #3 : Organic cook wanted

Sharing: I was at my daughter's pony club when a man approached me and asked if our vegetarian and organic catering business was doing well. We chatted for a while as he explained that he was an organic farmer and he told me that he was currently looking for a cook to process their production and to be able to sell his jars on markets. In fact, he manages a large estate including a store, gites and farmland in a very small village not far from us.

I told him that he should meet my husband because he has a lot of experience in the hotel and restaurant business and I think he could help him. So we exchanged contact information. I had this dream following a telephone exchange between this gentleman and my husband, which led to an interview with him and the owner of the premises. Since then, my husband and I have been asking for dreams and signs.

Dream: I am accompanied by a lady who is a cook. We go to the village bar, it is run by the wife of the owner with whom my husband is having his interview. She is very beautiful, smiling, blonde with long hair. She welcomes us with open arms. I am in the small village in question, my husband is interviewing for a new job. I learn that my husband is hired for this new job as well as me because they will need me to manage the gites. In the village, I see my grandparents' villa lit up with sunlight, I'm glad they are here.

Then I meet the future boss who is very nice, I accompany him to the exit of the schools where he presents me his 3 children (very beautiful blond children). Around me, there are many fruit trees, then I see my uncle who tells me to come and have a snack at his place with my 3 children. I accept with pleasure and, when we arrive at his place, he tells me that he loves strawberries.

Sharing: in my dream, my uncle appears. He is a person who is very calm, who thinks a lot before making a decision. He is very "family" and takes care of his 3 children.

Dream #4: The big plush

Dream: I am in the mountains, like on a glacier, but there is no snow. It is like a large rocky coomb in altitude. I am accompanied on my right by a man whose energy I recognize, that of my brother, but I do not see him physically (my brother represents for me in the positive: perseverance in the spiritual path, the will to integrate the Divine Laws and to be the most just in his actions; in the negative, he represents a form of rigidity and puritanism).

We are on one side of the combe and we have the project to install 2 wind turbines in this location near the access roads. We are discussing the access for the assembly of the turbines; we want to create a road that will not impact the mountain. Then I see a pile of garbage in the distance, like an open-air dump, next to where we want to put the turbines. It is a pile made of a few loose mattresses and more particularly of a very large teddy bear. From where we are, I can see it very well, it's bigger than the mattresses, it's a huge, damaged, light brown bear.

Dream #5 : Reincarnating on Earth

Dream: I was in some kind of deep factory, a mine under the ground or something like that doing a job. I'm standing and I turn around, there's a little boy in front of me. He is initiated, calm and we look into each other's eyes. His eyes look like mine and Patrick's. They have the same color and there is the same softness and a great calm. I say: "Hello". I know that he is a child of Heaven and he answers my questions.

I ask him: "Are you waiting to come back to Earth? He said, "Yes. I ask him: "Do you have something to do on Earth? He tells me that he has to reorient himself. I ask him: "Do you see me as your mother? He says: "Yes" and "Patrick like your daddy? He says: "Yes". I tell him in all humility: "You know, I'm not perfect. Sometimes I eat poutine but in general we eat very well."

"As you are in Heaven and you can fly, you must see and know what poutine is. You have to see the Quebecers too, they have a little side that doesn't always eat well... We're going to eat well in the family... (I talk to him a little like the immigrants because it's as if he came from somewhere else). I ask him his name. He answers me very quickly a special name that I am not able to understand in the dream. He pronounces it in a special way, fast and calm. I ask him: "Can you spell it for me?" and I write the letters of his name on a piece of paper, he tells me that his name is L'amjoy.

When I arrive, I am sure of the L'a and the oy but I am not sure of the letter of the center (L'amgoy or other). We talk to each other from mind to mind. I tell him that he will speak in English with a name like that... We leave each other and I start to fly in the space under ground. I look for Patrick but he seems busy with Gilbert and Carole. Finally, I walk out of the underground space and wake up.